M.A.L.A.S!! :P

Ahaha. tetibe rasa terpanggil utk post something kat blog ni, pasal td AIDA KANO, rumate ku itu tnya, "ko ada blog kan, asal tak update?" wakakaka..(btw, Aida aku tak sedar bila msa ko jd follower blog tak berapa wujud ni, ehehe :P)
ni blog private sebenarnya, yg wujud sbb terpaksa je, pastu malas nk update pon, nk share feeling2 ni, fikir 3 4 kali, berjuta2 kali je.. nk tulis mnda2 lain malas pulak, ahaha..sah! aku mmg pemalas! dh tau~ :P

enuf merepek la kan, byk keje lain nk buat ni...terima kaseh la byk2 kt sesape yg rjin mmbaca post yang tak berapa nak ada, dan bebelan ntah ape2 aku aje yg ada ni. huhu..

Bye-bye-bye!

Smoga aku lebih rajin update blog! XD

CENDEKIANS GATHERING!!

5 Cendekia/05 were rockssssssssssss! I miss u guys much indeed.

Venue: Mega Bowling. Teluk Cempedak. 19th December 2009.

Most of us reached at Megamall Bowling Kuantan, Pahang around 12pm. There were just about 16 friends came out of 32 students of the class (if i wasnt mistaken :P). There was a tournament, so many lanes were used. First time asked, there was only a lane we could use, but we need around three, so we had to wait. Wait n wait! Yeah, we had fun. It couldn’t be denied. After few years, most of us hadn’t met, we really enjoyed. Even though 'the gangs' weren’t complete because some of them had another commitment; work, cousin’s marriage, moved out and some even couldn’t be reached. LOST! MIA! Did not know where they were missing, but it was okay because at least what we wished went as planned. And I, myself glad that most of friends gave great cooperation to make this planned successful. The laughed, the tease, the smiles of everyone on the day brought back the memories during our school years, and I really missed those wonderful moments. I hope next time we plan something grand and invite the teachers as well. That would be great I guess.



I wasn’t the winner. Huhu. But, first round I got strike. Ahaha.


After the game, we went to Teluk Cempedak for lunch (was that LUNCH??) hahaha . And we took few photos for memories. Here are some of the pics;


Ber-background kan pantai TC. These are 15 of us, excluded Wan, sbb dia balek awal after bowling, huhu. Walaupon, it was only half of us make it to this gathering, tp it was AWESOME time we spent together. Hope to see u guys next time.


Few babes of 5Cendekia/05, while waiting for the game to start.


Gaya tak leh blah Taha. Huhu.


Ni group winner yg sampai TC paling cepat. Ummi driver mantap. Ahaha.


Pelik sgt gaya aku kn. Pelik sgtt. Gaya senyum tak ikhlas lgsg. Huhu. Tak suka sbnrnya pic ni, tp kesian lak dorg penat2 posing, so simpan aje la wat kenangn pic ni. Hehe.


Macam2 aksi behind the scene :P


Makan time. Masa ni hujan kt luar tu, huhu.

cikgu..ohh ckgu...

Cikgu oohh cikgu…

I don’t know whether I'm qualified enough to become a teacher. Having four weeks experience at school makes me think. Adakah aku layak mnjadi guru? It can’t be denied being a teacher is such a tough job nowadays..macam2 perangai students sekarang ni.. Nakal, degil, baik, concern dan macam2 lagi perangai. Menjadi guru prapraktikum tidak mendedahkan sgt aku dengan students kerana aku tak mngaja, tak diberi specific cls, Cuma nye students maybe kenal aku kalo aku ada relief kelas dorang. 2 kali aku berkesempatan experience first hand mngajar dlm kelas dgn students yg betul di sekolah, bukan kat kuliah yg buat presentation mngajar tu, ahaha... 2 times experienced teaching English for form 1Dinamik and 1Arif make me aware susah sebenarnya nak mngajar kalau budak itu sendiri yg tak minat belajar. Tp as a teacher itulah kejayaannya, dimana if a teacher succeed to make a student who is very bad in manner changes into good, and if the student is from 0, do not know anything about the subject but then they learn and gain something from us – a teacher- How to attract the student to love our lesson? One student give me an answer, the teacher must be cute like u, hahahahaha..she truly makes me laugh out loud. Nope. it s definitely not the answer, but hard work and effort to know the students, bak kata senior assistant kat skolah aku preprac la..ntah la the most suitable approach aku pon tak tau n tak berani nak cakap lebih2, cos it depends on the teacher, students n the situation..huhu…

Marah? Mudah aje nak marah2, tp akhir sekali hati sendiri jugak yg akan jd sakit,betul tak? I don’t think this is one good way, walau kadang2 mrh mmg patut sebab budak2 sekarang ni akan cepat pijak kepala kalau tgk ckgu lembut. I say it based on my own experience and observation. Tapi, lucky jugak la both class yg aku masuk ni, mmg dua kls yg berbeza, tp nasib baek form 1. Walaupon nakal tp still anggap kita as guru rather than form 5 or upper form students. Huhuhu..kadang2 la kn, tak semua nya tak ok..

Cumanya, rasa diri spt dhargai bila mana student akan greet kita as “cikgu” ..ada budak ni, aku tak ingat dia kls mana jumpa kat pasar malam, hehehe..aku siyes la dress up simple budak skolah aje kalo kuar malam2 biase, nak kua pasar malam aje pon, track suit, t-shirt and tudung simpang biase aje, muka pon poyo aje, jalan pon bukan pndang org. memang lain la ngan dress up cikgu pegi skolah, ngaaa..haha..tiba ada dak laki, jerit dr belakang waktu tu aku br lepas dia, siyes aku mmg xpasan. Sori laa sgt2..dia pggil aku ckgu dr jauh..huhu..malu aku kejap..org pndang aje, ngeee..sekali lagi, bila aku kuar minum saje melepak2 kejap ngn kwan2 form3 kat kedai makan taman sepakat, waktu mlm. Memang waktu tu aku berperangai luar biasa sket, tergelak2 bagai aje, sbb mmber2 aku buat lawak ingat perangai nakal ktorang waktu zaman skolah dulu, suka kenakan org.huhu..xtau la pulak ada student aku nmpak..malunye bila dia tegur tnya kat dlm kelas.. adehh kantoii cikgu ni..nasib baek duduk2 minum smbil makan french fries ngn girlfriends aje, huhuhu…

PROGRAM MOTIVASI AT PEKAN, PAHANG

PROGRAM PEMBANGUNAN SAHSIAH PELAJAR

(DUN PULAU MANIS) 30 MAY-3 JUNE 2009

Such a wonderful experience I got for 5 days involved in that program. Mula-mula masa first datang, aku ngan shira datang awal since ktorang gerak dari kuantan. Students UKM tak sampai lagi, Cuma beberapa org urus setia lelaki aje yg dah sampai sehari awal nya. Perjalanan pada awalnya agak kelam kabut kerana beberapa technical prob, tp alhamdullilah..all went well. Thnk god~

First day tak ada apa sgt, ptg dlm kul 3 aku n shira kena handle pendaftaran sementara coz student bas ukm xsampai ag, smentara tggu ada org ganti. Agak kelam kabut. Tp yg lawak nya, si azhar tu siap bg kunci moto kat aku n shira pnyela bajet jauh sgt kantin ngn aspura. Aku n shira pon poyo la bawak moto g sana. Sampai2 rasa nk pecah perut aje..dekat aje rupanya. Poyo aje siap bg kunci moto ingt jaoh la sgt, huhu…
Mlm perasmian yg membosankan di dewan org ramai Lepar. Kami, para fasilitator, urus setia dan semua budak2 skolah jalan kaki malam2 dr smk lepar hingga la ke dewan tu. Ya allah..jauh nye la…camane la nk handle budak ramai2 gitu. Teringat lak kat mnggu MMP kat UKM masa mula-mula masuk dulu..Alhamdulillah seme ok. Since dewan tu memang la agak kecik dan xcukup utk memuatkan semua peserta, org kampung dsb, so aku n rakan2 fasiku melepak2 aje kat luar dewan.
First day kan, waktu ni la baru berkenalan ngn semua org. bila dah kenal mmg rasa best la pulak. Aku mmg jenis tak cam org, rupa2 nye dorg satu dorm ngan aku, hahahaha..lawak2..aku ingat lagi Laila kena buli ngan aku n shira smpai kua kan ic dia nak buktikan dia ag muda dr ktorang.hahaha..Tidak dilupakn kami sesat sekejap otw back to skola. Nasib baek2 ramai2. Dah la gelap, lampu jalan kurang. Seriously aku xla takut sangat pon, apa aku risau nye terpijak taik lembu aje. *huhuhu* sebab kt situ byk la cmtu, huhu..takut la gelap2 terpijak kn, ngee~

Hari kedua nya ada sukaneka bersama org kg kat skolah pulau manis. Sekolah lama kot, mmg nampak la ol’skul nye..sape yg penah jejak tu tau la. Siap ada sungai lagi belakang skola, tp xde maknanya. Aku gi melwat sungai yg cam hampeh aje rase, haha..
oh lupa lak nk mention, dlm sukaneka tu kami menang, walaupun tempat ke3 aje tp at least wakil group pempuan ukm ada gk menang hamper. Nak harapkan grup shin chan tu(akakaaka..jgn marah ye kalo terbaca) atashinci jugak la korg xleh lawan. Tu la strategi aje tak abes2..eceyhh..hahaha..Ape2 pun mmg ktorg byk kalah games ngan dak2 sekolah, haha..xpe la actually saje aje, kasi dorg menang. Yela kami yg prepare hadiah xkan kami nk balik pulak kn, kasi dorg la, ehehe~
ha, akhirnya, grup atashinci yg di wakili, aku, kak ain, shira, ibah ngn laila..menang jugak msuk air dlm paip bocor tu. Sori la korg basah giler sbb aku, haha..tp pikir balik aku rase klaka pulak. Aku rase aku ulang alik berlari dlm 5 round pon dah tercungap2. Giler penat angkut air kena lari tu, huhu…bukan xde stamina tau, ngeh ngeh..kesannya?? kulit muka ku abes mngelupas tau, huhu..panas nye pasal. Xpe la yg penting kte enjoy..heee~ tp, at the end, aku n shira sedekahkan aje hamper tu kat dorg, xsempat la nak celeb, huhu..coz aku terus balik kuantan tak balik ukm ngan dorg.

Hari ketiga start LDK, aku dan abg hafiz fizrie merupakan facilitator utk group 7. Memang cool la korg – dayah, ros, aisyah, mira, kalilah, wan, shah ngn azmir. First self introduce aku agak tekejut bila seme cakap nk join pendidikan- seme nk jd ckgu- uhukk.. adakah aku mnjadi inspirasinya?? Hahaha..tentula tidak. Sebab x de pon nk join pendidikn ukm, byk nk g upsi n IPG. Tp sorg ada nk amk TESL *wink2* I’m glad anyway..wish u gud luck n hopefully u’ll get what u want. Insyaallah. Seterusnya, biasa la LDK ngn aktiviti2 nya. Waktu2 terus berlalu….

Hari keempat, sesi LDK memaksa budak2 motivasi ni menangis. Huhu..mereka diminta menulis wasiat sbb tggl few hours aje nk hidup. Mmg penuh perasaaan la..seme nye mnangis termasuk la aku-heartless-stone-cold-ana-hahaha.. :P it was so touching. Eceyh..iye sgt la tu..huhu..Whatever biarlah yg selanjutnya mnjadi kenangn perbadi, hihihihihi..malam tu abes lmbt dekat 2stgh br masuk bilik kot. Aku penat la. Mula2 ingt nk celeb hamper sukaneka ktorang pon xsempat. Seme balik bilik kepenatan. Aku pun mase sesi post mortem sebelum abes tu, xdgr mana dah..tido dh pon pnjm bntal kak ain, haha…kak ain yg manis dan serius, hehe..kak ain thnx a lot..knowing u menambahkn kenalan kuantan ku, haha..xde la..knowing u is something precious.ecehh..bodek lebih nih, huhu.. Ha, alin yg suka mncari gaduh dgn aku..smoga kamu berbahagia dengan dia..haha..u know who I mean kan..aimie ketua dorm xrasmi..erm tak penah aku jumpa orang yg obsess bunga cam aimie.huhuhu..ko la yang pertama,huhu.. Laila yg best..aku heartless eh? Haha..ko bukan la org pertama yg ckp cm tu..its ok. Aku paham, hehehehhe…ibah yg comel…see u at college, hahaha..Kak zihan yg tegas..kak yana yg serius…kak wani, ckgu khas a.k.a mak andam yg sgt la khas nye, haha.. ko mmg byk citer.jumpe kat fac jgn lupa tego aku, huhuhu..the nurses, korang la orang yang aku tegur waktu first aku datang kan..aku siap tegur korang senior ke, ecehh poyo giler aku nih, hhuhuhu… dan seterusnya seme rakan2 faci..thnx for the memories.. nnti ape2 lagi jgn lupa inform nk join program jugak, huhuhuhu~ ha lupa lak shira jugak yg menarik aku ke sini, tenkiu shira..jasamu tetap ku kenang, kihkihkih..seme fasi n warga kerja program, thanks a lot..knowing u guys is a part of precious thing in my life. *wink*

Hari kelima ktorang pon balik. Biase la aktiviti salam mnyalam, mngambil gmbr serta no tepon, huhu..
Sebelum dorg balik ke UKM Bangi, dorg nk ke Teluk Cempedak. So aku pon menumpang la nk balik kuantan, OTW back leh balik umah. Cool..amk few pic kenang-kenangan kat sana…n gud bye everyone

~THANX FOR THE MEMORIES~

p/s: sebenarnya byk ag peristiwa n event dlm setiap sehari tu. Tp aku x la include seme.(huhuu..poyo saje.heee~) yela xkan seme nak reveal kat sini..xde la rahsia hidup aku kan, hihihihi..

~Friendship and Memories~

As It Comes To An End
by Kay

As I sit here in class,
I observe my friends
And look forward to the year
Coming to an end.

It's gonna be sad
To say good- bye.
I'll miss everyone.
I know I will cry.

I remember the day
When I came back
To be with my friends
And get on the right track.

We had so many moments;
Some bad, most great.
I'll always remember the love
And erase the hate.

I don't wanna say good- bye
To all my friends.
I don't want this year
To come to an end.