cikgu..ohh ckgu...

Cikgu oohh cikgu…

I don’t know whether I'm qualified enough to become a teacher. Having four weeks experience at school makes me think. Adakah aku layak mnjadi guru? It can’t be denied being a teacher is such a tough job nowadays..macam2 perangai students sekarang ni.. Nakal, degil, baik, concern dan macam2 lagi perangai. Menjadi guru prapraktikum tidak mendedahkan sgt aku dengan students kerana aku tak mngaja, tak diberi specific cls, Cuma nye students maybe kenal aku kalo aku ada relief kelas dorang. 2 kali aku berkesempatan experience first hand mngajar dlm kelas dgn students yg betul di sekolah, bukan kat kuliah yg buat presentation mngajar tu, ahaha... 2 times experienced teaching English for form 1Dinamik and 1Arif make me aware susah sebenarnya nak mngajar kalau budak itu sendiri yg tak minat belajar. Tp as a teacher itulah kejayaannya, dimana if a teacher succeed to make a student who is very bad in manner changes into good, and if the student is from 0, do not know anything about the subject but then they learn and gain something from us – a teacher- How to attract the student to love our lesson? One student give me an answer, the teacher must be cute like u, hahahahaha..she truly makes me laugh out loud. Nope. it s definitely not the answer, but hard work and effort to know the students, bak kata senior assistant kat skolah aku preprac la..ntah la the most suitable approach aku pon tak tau n tak berani nak cakap lebih2, cos it depends on the teacher, students n the situation..huhu…

Marah? Mudah aje nak marah2, tp akhir sekali hati sendiri jugak yg akan jd sakit,betul tak? I don’t think this is one good way, walau kadang2 mrh mmg patut sebab budak2 sekarang ni akan cepat pijak kepala kalau tgk ckgu lembut. I say it based on my own experience and observation. Tapi, lucky jugak la both class yg aku masuk ni, mmg dua kls yg berbeza, tp nasib baek form 1. Walaupon nakal tp still anggap kita as guru rather than form 5 or upper form students. Huhuhu..kadang2 la kn, tak semua nya tak ok..

Cumanya, rasa diri spt dhargai bila mana student akan greet kita as “cikgu” ..ada budak ni, aku tak ingat dia kls mana jumpa kat pasar malam, hehehe..aku siyes la dress up simple budak skolah aje kalo kuar malam2 biase, nak kua pasar malam aje pon, track suit, t-shirt and tudung simpang biase aje, muka pon poyo aje, jalan pon bukan pndang org. memang lain la ngan dress up cikgu pegi skolah, ngaaa..haha..tiba ada dak laki, jerit dr belakang waktu tu aku br lepas dia, siyes aku mmg xpasan. Sori laa sgt2..dia pggil aku ckgu dr jauh..huhu..malu aku kejap..org pndang aje, ngeee..sekali lagi, bila aku kuar minum saje melepak2 kejap ngn kwan2 form3 kat kedai makan taman sepakat, waktu mlm. Memang waktu tu aku berperangai luar biasa sket, tergelak2 bagai aje, sbb mmber2 aku buat lawak ingat perangai nakal ktorang waktu zaman skolah dulu, suka kenakan org.huhu..xtau la pulak ada student aku nmpak..malunye bila dia tegur tnya kat dlm kelas.. adehh kantoii cikgu ni..nasib baek duduk2 minum smbil makan french fries ngn girlfriends aje, huhuhu…